Well shit its been abit since ive posted on this blog. There have been some big changes in the last couple of months. Some that i cant post on here for some people that might possibly read it : P
But the people who ive told they already know : D
Had a bad thing happen in June and im even still trying to get up and do things and go out. Met some awesome people that have helped me. And am thankful for the people who i have as friends, and to my family. it would have been much harder w/o them (well mainly just my mom lol).
I moved into the place my brother had been renting. i havent played WoW since June. i had to get away from some people and some drama. ive been getting out and going places.
Actually ill be going up to San Jose and San Fran here . . actually tomorrow lol. we'll be leaving @ 1 for the drive up there. Well i actually gotta get running ive been helping a friend move and crap. hate moving lol
ill post again hopefully not wait so long though : )
xoxox to all
sooo im wondering around my room packin some lil things before i gotta move.
and i noticed that the stuff i have to pack the most of is my book collection! : D lol my told me i should just get rid of em...... do you knowwww how much money i put into them?! lol i dont have a HUGE collection of hardcover .... but enough. and im packin us some of my dvds. i need more of those. : >
other then that its just throwin crap out and movin the big furniture. Desk, puter, tv, tv holder, 2 dressers, bookshelf... and my bed .... i love not really havin alot of stuff : D oh oh and my cat tree OMG cant forget that O.o cat would kill me lol.
im hopin alittle more space will make me happy. things are so topsy tervy in my world right now.
*crosses fingers*
i wonder if it will really happen the way i hope it happens ......
alittle vague ... i know. i cant really get into explanation...
what am i to do...
so its great im takin over my brothers room/studio that hes been rentin. hes movin in w his fiancee. its not much the same im payin now.
i dont get a whole house to myself now but i never went out of my room really anyways : / lol so this is gonna be like one big room, my own bathroom. dont get a kitchen ... but i dont really cook anyways ... i dont get a washer dryer ... but i tend to do huge loads at once anyways, so ill just got the laundry mat and pay like 10 bucks ... hmm what else.
my bro is givin me his lil fridge, thinkin of gettin a crockpot and one of those lil grill cheese maker things. oh and i just have the thought of one of those like lil toaster ovens ... hmmm that would work. and im payin about the same as what im payin now :D so i think its about even but its better for me and my kitty, shes gonna get more room.
oook enough with my ramble sorry im a bit excited
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I guess you are right
There is a sadness in my eyes.
Worrying that I will never get to meet you,
I am at the mercy of fate and destiny.
They have not being always kind to me.
i worry this time it won't be different,
however I am not a quitter,
so I keep waiting, cultivating patience,
holding onto hope.
i dream of being in your arms,
of feeling your touch,
getting drunk with your passion.
I dream -
no one can take that away from me
for even if death was to intervene,
I would dream of finding you again on another life.
There is a sadness in my eyes,
however there is hope - and I will hold onto it.
Til there is no more and even then
i would reinvent it, for I know we are meant to be,
even for a brief moment, we will be.
Look deeper and you will see,
the dreams inside my soul,
the fighting spirit within that won't let you go.
For if you go I will still harbor the hope of you
coming back. You see, i won't quit you,
It may evolve but you are already there,
whoever you are, whatever you are.
stolen from Jean Rib. i feel you girl. right there with ya.
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
with help i was intro'ed to this comic site .... hahaha youll be seein more : >
"What about trying Viagra?" asked the doctor.
"Not a chance", she said. "He won't even take an aspirin."
"Not a problem," replied the doctor. "Give him an 'Irish Viagra'. It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went."
It wasn't a week later when she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to her progress. The poor dear exclaimed, "Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible, doctor!"
"Really? What happened?" asked the doctor
"Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee and the effect was almost immediate. He jumped straight up, with a twinkle in his eye and with his pants a-bulging fiercely. With one swoop of his arm, he sent me cups and tablecloth flying, ripped me clothes to tatters and took me then and there passionately on the tabletop! It was a nightmare, I tell you, an absolute nightmare!"
"Why so terrible?" asked the doctor, "Do you mean the sex your husband provided wasn't good?"
"Twas the best sex I've had in 25 years! But sure as I'm sittin here, I'll never be able to show me face in Starbucks again!
